I Don't Want to Marry Her. I Can't. I Want More :(

Dillema: She is beautiful but her past is ugly. I don't want to marry her. I can't. I want more :(

Life is crazy. Aaarghh fuck this shit. Of all the girls I’d have met. All the beautiful damsels in distress I’d have come across. Of all the wounded birdies, so to speak, that could have come my way. Her.

I DON’T WANT MARRIAGE…right now. Photo by Samantha Gades on Unsplash

I go on about my business. Being me: unassuming, pretending I don’t know anything, just being. This girl comes across. One day my boredom is like let’s go say hi. Then it’s hi. Hello. You good? We are moving in together.